Shall I pursue or let go?
I really had a wonderful time with you gals on New Year and a great talk with Bionic, Yollev and Ultraeen. After hearing the story of Ultreen's friend, I am so touched that there is someone who loves her man so much that she is willing to forgive all his wrongdoings and continue to pursue him as she tuly knows that he is the right man in her life. Maybe some will say she is stupid, some may think she is noble but she found her own happiness finally.
Ultreen asked me are you the one for me, if yes, I shall continue to pursue since I have nothing to lose and dun be afriad of getting hurt. But if I were to do nothing, will I regret one day for doing nothing. Is either hurt or regret. I have to choose either one of them, but are you really the right man I am looking for?
No doubt I still have feelings for you. No doubt I am still holding some hope. No doubt I am still waiting for you.
Eventually, I decided to sms you wishing you a happy new year and hope to hear from you soon. You replied saying you will catch up with me soon after settling some stuff. Think it is a good start but I dared not expect too much to prevent disappointment. Just hope to be friends again.
Gals, hope you all continue to give me the encouragements!
posted by Mao Tou Ying @ 2:06 PM
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no matter how much i tell myself 2 not place 2 much hope we'll tend 2 expect smething in return.....brace urself 4 watever outcomes....we'll b there 4 u.....we've seen 1 another's ugly crying faces anyway, dun need 2 hold bk!!!!
Actually I have never felt so much about this fren until I told you all. Maybe I have never really discussed my feelings about her relationship with anyone. While telling her story, it brought out my emotions.
The only time when I see you get upset is when you talk about him. I'm sorry if I brought out all the sadness in you. Sometimes I wonder, not thinking abt it doesn't mean you are running away... maybe you are just tired and not ready.
I wish you all the strength and faith.... time will tell and heal all... we are all learning... if you fall, torchic's laughter will push you on, Nic's plaster is already open and my hand is ready to pull you up.
Be strong, my friend!
Just reading everyone's entry on this day....
Do you still remember this day?
I hope you have really got over him. Sometimes i wonder to myself if you have?
I don't rem my comment wrote this "torchic's laughter will push you on, Nic's plaster is already open and my hand is ready to pull you up."
I'm sure this is still always available whenever you need it.
I really believe time is the best medicine to cure watever wound. Thanks friends. I know you all will always be there for me. Same hers, I will always be here for all of u!
Ayooi, nee... for nothing u make me want to cry! hahaha...
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