Am I really that lucky??

I had never been so lucky before.
Won the second prize from the table draw, a casio watch and won another 2nd prize from the grand lucky draw, $1000 cash during my company d&d!!
I was overjoyed!! I had never won anything in any lucky draws before and this time I won two prizes at the same time!

The $1000 came in just in time to susidise my europe trip.. not so heart pain.. but in the end I used the money to get myself a Louis Vuitton bag at paris... wahahaha... is damn cheap there..ok, not damn cheap but much cheaper than Singapore. Since I m helping my friends to buy I must get one for myself too! Must be fair mah..kekeke..... And so there goes my $1000 cash prize...

I dunno am I the only one having this stupid feeling that when you gain something, you will sure to lose something which right now I am pretty afraid of what am I going to lose. So sometimes, I would rather not gain anything so that I won't lose anything......

He replied!

Yes, is him! He has not left the company yet! I couldn't believe that his mail appears in my mailbox and I thought I was dreamimg at the moment. Thank goodness I have not lost him yet. I know we cannot be like last time. Everything has changed but I really treasure and appreciate whatever he had done for me. Now, I dun wish to think too much.. Just hope that he can still keep in touch with me and be happy.

Happy Birthday to you!

Time flies!! Last year birthday, I did not manage to celebrate with you as you were in Sydney, however, I did give you a call and I still recalled that we were both very excited about my visit to Sydney.

This year, I hope you will have a great birthday too and get to celebrate with your love ones. I am sorry that I had lost all your contacts and feel very upset for not able to hear from you again. I m not a person who knows how to express my feelings and thoughts. But now, I can do nothing anymore but wish you all the best....

May all your wishes come true and be happy always..
Happy Birthday my dear....